deleted negative stuff cos like attracts like.. ..
time to to recover..
simple stuff the kiss method.
.i want to be out and about by summer.

the above sparked off by a knock..a neighbour called for a favour..
ive been standing chatting for ages its at least a year since we chatted.
now i cant move..

this is how it went..
nieghbour.. ...how are you ?
me....not so hot but hoping to be better soon..

n... what is it then is it just not wanting to go out?
m... no.. quite the opposite. i want to feel better so i can get out..
i go on to explain for 10 mins. that i want to have the energy ..
if we,d had transport id have been out by now and it would have been easier.
.the first steps..
people who have cars stood at the end of the drive dont know they are born..

still not much understanding of illness... this is what im up against. every day. little..understanding.. i can handle that. ive had to.

me...im gonna be out by summer or before if poss in the park with meg...
and no doubt ill be the talk of the place..

it,ll be ehh havent seen you for ages.. watched like a hawk.
nieghbour replied... itll just be a 2 minute topic once the noveltys worn off theyll move onto some one else ...