I was told itll be 2years before im fully fit i refuse to believe this,
but..and as ive always told myself and family this is how it is, its not fair on other people im fully aware of that cos illness has a domino effect .
. but ive felt guilty for too long for something i cant help. and im sorry for it..


wether i ever manage to integrate or even get out properly i dont know..
the futures not ours to see... ke sera sera..