surfaced flu symptoms worse so going back with a cuppa. computer crashed again last night after 2am. spy infection i don,t even know what its called.
theres nothing like fear and worry of what the world tries to do to you to block any good feelings generated, about life and all its magic.. mystical once in a life time things.
sometimes you feel scared vulnerable a rabbit in the headlights.. if the world tries to scare you away it works with people like me...
as long as everyones happy.


pouring down.


Ive had advice ive to drop the negativity so thats what i,ll have to do.
regardless of what goes on on the outside the inside stays the same.