trying to think how long its been...2001, which is a very scary thought.
ive got to try and find my own sense of freedom. free to come and go as i please..independence. every ones basic right. i,m stagnating in here.
the breakfast bar was always full of cuttings from plants, shrubs ect.
walking the dog was one of my great pleasures. among nature.
i,m lucky to have a park next door i can get lost in...
if things get you down in the house you can just pop on your coat and vanish, thats the thing i miss the most..
it,ll go down as one of the hardest things ive ever had to do it wasnt pre planned, i just got up off the top of the bed and pushed myself out.
will i be able to do it again? at this minute ... no..
i want a life.... want to see all the things i have,nt seen for years....
close up.... not through my minds eye....
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